sometimes i get so frustrated with what goes on around me. its hard, going to this school where the ratio is 3:1, and girls are desperate for male attention. i hate the backstabbing and sneaking that goes on. i wish that we could just stick together and help each other out, instead of throwing each other under the bus.

i hate that that pressure is put on us, and im not exactly sure where that pressure comes from. is it from ourselves, our peers, or something else? i hate that i am almost looked upon as strange because i am 23 and not married or in a relationship.

dont get me wrong, i love my school, and for the most part everyone is super awesome and i know (or should i say i hope) that these things that go on arent on .

random rant over.