Tuesday, February 3, 2009

its nearly my birthday, my 23 birthday. wow i feel like that is so old. i feel like i should be an adult by now. i feel like i should be out there living life. i am not. i used to think that 24 would be a good year for me to get married, it seemed like a good age, i think its the age my mom got married. hmm dont see that one happening.

i do love my life, i do love the place that im at, i do love the people in my life but i just feel a sense of sadness and loneliness. i wish i could do more, be more, be better.

so thats the year of 23, being a better me i guess 

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Do you believe in miracles?

sarahlynn said...

i know the feeling. and it's frustrating.

but i love you and happy birthday!

cheer up charlie, things will get better.

Christina Whittaker said...

you were the first person i thought of today. :)
let Him direct your life, girl.

savierose said...

oh Nat o' lie
I feel the same
but things will get better!
praying for you
xxx